About Azaphr

He was created based off some thoughts I had back in high school and my general anxiety. He was created to be an exaggerated stabby edgelord, but I wanted to roleplay him, so I made him an apothecarist.
When I roleplay him, I want to make sure everyone is okay with me roleplaying his self harm or violent actions.
I consider him a vent OC
If you have any questions about him or concerns, let me know.

His lusus is a Valais Blackneck Goat, who still lives with him and acts like a service animal.
He prefers to be alone, that is when he is most relaxed
He collects bones and knives
He grows herb plants
He lives in a tent on the outskirts of a town in a forest
Hes 5 feet 2 inches (157.5 cm)
He is suicidal and cuts himself (He's tried many times, his lusus always stops him)
He only attacks people if hes around them and bother him
Sometimes, he cuts himself and applies healing poultices to it out of pure boredom.
Azaphr's moral alignment is chaotic evil
His diet mostly consists of fruits and veggies
He has one outfit, and his sweater is tattered.
Azaphr used to be moirails with an nondescript purple, who tried killing him and now has a fear of purplebloods as a result
He believes he should be dead
He is unfit to be with a kismesis